Please come save me from this mess I've made.
I can't seem to get this straight.
I've just got caught up in all this Life.
I can't seem to get it right.


Events that've happened recently have turned my Life completely upside-down. How do you know which way is up sometimes? Can you tell anymore when both the ceiling and the floor are of the same material? How can you tell which turn is correct? What if it leads you somewhere you didn't want to go? Didn't plan on ever having to make? What about the decisions it brings? How do you make those without knowing that you're so completely fucking wrong? What if all you can do is sever all ties to the Olde Life and try your damnest to start a new one? What about those you leave Behind? Will they miss you? Will they be mad at you for not saying anything and just disappearing? What if they never remember you?

Can you live with that? Can I?


All the decisions that I've made just bring me back to that damn day.
All the turns I've taken lead me astray.
Are any of them right?
Will I ever make it through this night?
Will this vicious circle of mess ever end?